Dog: Brandi – Briarwood, NY

by admin on July 15, 2009

Dog - Brandi - Labrador & Grey Hound - Briarwood, NY
Dog: Brandi – Briarwood, NY (04/27/1997 – 06/12/2009)

Brandi was a Labrador & Grey Hound mix. She was adopted from the North Shore Animal League in Port Washington Long Island New York. At that time my boyfriend and I decided to get a puppy to keep me company as he worked as a flight attendant in order for me to have some companionship.

I had decided to adopt a male dog and call him Brandon. Once at the North Shore Animal League, I fell in love with a beautiful puppy that turned out to be a girl. I had to have her. Needless to say, Brandon became Brandi.

Brandi was a dog full of energy and love. The type of loving girl that cries when you leave and when you come back, even if you were gone only 5 minutes. Brandi was friendly with all people and other animals. She was the welcoming committee. I slept with her everyday until she became a senior dog and she could not make it onto the bed anymore. As Brandi became older and more ill my boyfriend prepared her meals daily. Yes, home cooked meals and managed to keep her weight under control in the most amazing way.

Brandi developed a cancerous tumor on her neck. Fortunately the tumor was on the outside of her body. For about four years I would surgically remove this tumor that kept growing back bigger and bigger. I removed about 4 tumors a year for 4 years. Last year the tumor stop growing. It seemed as if the fight was won. The vet was impressed with this and said I added at least two years to her life. Brandi was always very good during this procedure. It was very upsetting for me to do this and the healing process was a battle in itself, with a moving dog with a thick coat.

In the last year Brandi developed more tumors but they were in her abdomen and hind legs. She became lethargic most of the time. There were times when she was full of energy and would play with Apollo, our second dog that was adopted to give Brandi a companion at age 6. Brandi had her own dog. Brandi was the type of dog that always seemed to be happy and smiling.

Brandi developed very bad arthritis, where walking became more about collapsing. Along with that came incontinence as well. When she got to the point that she would not attempt to drink water or eat unless it was brought to her and the fact she could not climb the stairs to get inside anymore, it was time to put her to sleep.

It was a decision that to this day we cry and have suffered a terrible loss. We were with Brandi to the last breath at the vet’s office. I was face to face with her and kissed her lots. Very ill humans do not have it this good. She literally feel asleep quick and without pain.

Brandi was cremated and her ashes are kept in an urn with a beautiful Brass plate, that has her photo as the one seen in the memorial.

Dog - Apollo meets Silas
(Apollo meets Silas)

Silas, a Jack Russel Terrier immediately became a new member of the family to help us recover in such a horrible time of mourning. Silas came to his new home at 10 weeks old. He has definitely helped with the pain of the loss of our beloved Brandi. It has been a month and I still wake up crying. I still find myself looking for her…

There is a song on the radio that keeps coming on that goes “FIRST TIME, EVER I SAW YOUR FACE” and I think of Brandi and start crying. I find myself saying in my mind everyday “Good morning Brandi, Good night Brandi, I love you Brandi, God please hold her for me for when I arrive” daily.

dog_apollo_misses_brandi.jpg
(Apollo misses Brandi)

Our dog Apollo is still mourning Brandi terribly. He has been completely inactive and sometimes has to be convinced to eat. Apollo is just opening up to Silas after nearly a month. Yes, dogs do mourn other dogs. Even though we are grateful for Silas, who has made it a little easier, Brandi’s absence is still very much real.

Brandi, you will be in our hearts forever and we thank you for all the love you have given your whole life. We love you.

Mario Alvarado, Perry Mondidu, Bobby Dean, Apollo Alvarado

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This poem is Brandi ….. the best girl in the world:

The Rainbows Bridge Poem
Dog Poem Gate

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….

{ 12 comments… read them below or add one }

Lulu 07.15.09 at 11:42 pm

Brandi’s memorial brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing Brandi’s life story. It’s not how you die–it’s how you live. Dogs like Brandi are put on this earth to teach us humans that we are to live life to the fullest. God Bless You.

Jess 07.16.09 at 8:48 am

I’m so sorry for you loss. She looked like a happy healthy lil girl with lots of love In her eyes. All are pets are In heaven playing at Rainbow Bridge waiting for the day when we all meet again. I lost my Mimi and it was just yesterday.

I think of what tomorrow or next month we’ll bring for me. HOW I want to call out her name or say lets go BYE-BYE. Oh how I miss her so much. They come in our lives so quickly then there gone the next. They lay upon are hearts paw prints. Yes there be other animals, but IT just doesn’t fill the quietness or the void they left.

Your Brandi was loved by all and YOU can tell it in big BEAUTIFUL eyes. I pray GOD will helps us to heal and move on, but time will not heal all the pain. But hopefully it will get easier to enjoy life again, to smile again, and not just cry at every song or poem you read.

I cried for your Baby. I cried for all those who’ve lost a Bubby.

Jinky 07.20.09 at 6:10 pm

Hey guys, I’m sorry for your loss. That was a very beautiful story, very touching, very sad.

I will always remember Brandi ‘coz she was always the first one by the door when I arrive. In due time, the pain will go away, but not the good memories. She will always be remembered.

———Jinky

Marty & Family 08.26.09 at 5:54 pm

I want to thank you for the Brandi story. We lost our own Brandy on 08/25/09. I am experiencing more pain than I ever thought I would. I am happy to see that you love your Brandi just as we love ours. Thank you!

Marty & Family

MARIO ALVARADO 12.24.09 at 10:31 pm

MARIO ALVARADO 12.25.09 at 9:31 pm

Christmas Without My Dog Brandi.

I miss you terribly and think of you everyday. Tears flow regularly to this day. I dedicate these poems to you, to us. Merry Christmas Brandi now and every year. I LOVE YOU.

The tree is all trimmed.
The gifts are all wrapped.
The hymns are all sung,
Ant the travel plans mapped.

And still there’s a sadness
That lies in your heart,
For a dog that was lost
And a love now apart.

A stocking is missing,
With toys and a treat.
A lap is now empty,
A space at your feet.

Yet remember this season
God’s small gift to you,
Wonderful memories
To treasure life through.

To My Best Friend Brandi

The day they laid you down to sleep
I prayed to the Lord; your soul he’ll keep
Until the appointed day and time
when together we’ll meet; and all will be fine

With all God’s; creatures great and small
go run and play now, have a ball
No more aches; and no more pain
just bright sunshine; no more rain

Rest in peace; for now best friend
cradled in God’s arms; to the end
Dream of that special; day and time
when we’ll meet at the Bridge; one last time

Although we’ll be separated; for a long time
we’ll be together then; and all will be fine
We’ll cross Rainbow Bridge; side by side
with a soft warm feeling; deep down inside

Once again then; all will be fine
we’re together forever; till the end of time

Suzanne 01.07.10 at 6:47 pm

What a moving, touching poem. So true, as it’s our first Christmas without our 2 boys, Spinner, and Rusty. It’s hard. There’s great comfort knowing that Brandi isn’t gone, just gone ahead. You’ll meet again. Take care.

MARIO ALVARADO 02.28.10 at 12:35 am

Happy Birthday Brandi, I’m Still Here

Brandi, please don’t mourn for me
I’m still here, though you don’t see.
I’m right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I’m always near.
I’m everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I’ll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I’ll never wander out of your sight-
I’m the brightest star on a summer night.
I’ll never be beyond your reach-
I’m the warm moist sand when you’re at the beach.

I’m the colorful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I’m the beautiful flowers of which you’re so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I’m the first bright blossom you’ll see in the spring,
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I’m the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you’ll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there’s no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I’ll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you’ll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I’m the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I’m the smile you see on a baby’s face.
Just look for me, Brandi, I’m everyplace!

Happy Birthday Brandi girl.
You would have been thirteen years old today on earth
but still are in my heart and with the lord.
I’ll love you forever.

Mario

Mario Alvarado 06.07.10 at 11:56 pm

It has been one year ago since I lost myBaby Brandi girl.

My heart still aches very much. They say it takes time but after one year the pain is just as horrible as if she left today.

Little by little as my time passes here on earth, it will bring me closer to her and we will be together again.

Brandi this is for you. My princess…

I Will Remember You
When first we met,
You were so tiny and so lonely,
But not for long . . .
You gave your little life to me;
And what a life it was!
When you were gone,
I felt so tiny and so lonely,
Until I realized that separation was but a dream:
Beyond expression is my love for you;
Words fail me;
For in my mind all memories are alive,
And in my heart your image is deeply etched;
And for as long as I’m aware of myself
I will remember you . . .

In Loving Memory of Brandi Alvarado
4/27/1997 – 6/12/2009

I miss the crying sound you made every time I entered the room. I still hear you.

Love you always,
Mario Alvarado

Bobby Dean 06.08.10 at 12:25 am

To my Baby Dog Brandi, who waited by the Front Door till I came home from a Trip and jumped and licked my face covering my Blue Unform in her Blonde Hair. Till this day I find Brandi’s hairs in boxes I haven’t opened in years. You are Truly missed and can crack every Bank account I have with your name on it. Well almost! I think of you everyday and the Joy you brought Mario, Perry and me. See ya Soon!

Love
Bobby Dean

MARIO ALVARADO 07.01.10 at 11:55 pm

OMG !!! It is July 2nd 2010 and out of the blue my mind, my body, my heart are falling apart again thinking of you Brandi. Help me be stronger. Everyone else does not really understand. I miss you soooo much.

MARIO ALVARADO 07.18.10 at 6:54 pm

Yes, still missing you Brandi. Here is a wonderful version of the bridge that will unit us together one day. Brandi just click your mouse on the link below. Love you very much.

http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

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